Lived experience of suicide attempt: A phenomenological study

The purpose of this research was to study the phenomenological lived experience suicide attempts from the viewpoint of the participants. In this phenomenological study, data were collected through open, unstructured and in-depth interviews with 20 participants (11 females and 9 males). In this study, purposive sampling was used and data collection was continued until saturation. Descriptive phenomenology of "Colaizzi " method was used to analyze the data. Data analysis contains 6 major themes and 11 sub-themes. central theme of suicide is a way to Freedom or representant. Other thems of study include perceptions of interpersonal problems with two sub themes feeling of meaninglessness and impulsivity, interpersonal problems, including two sub themes perceived failures experienced emotional and rejection by others, Perception distrubance in the family consists of three sub themes unpleasant experiences in childhood, perceived tension in marital relationship and parent-teen conflict in control-independence, Denial of social and cultural identity consists of two sub themes: the gap between generation and perception of the meaningless of religion and ultimately the perception of economic and financial problems. Finally concluded that the actual structure of suicide dimension, rotation and structural relationships between various aspects. So for any prevention programs, counseling and intervention in suicidal crisis attention to the structural relations, complex and multidimensional.